Silicon Valley Open Studios
All the panic of the
week leading up to this past weekend, and the accumulated stress, culminated in
a fairly calm first day in Belmont, my first city as part of Silicon Valley
Open Studios. I asked the husband for help on Friday night, and he came willingly
and followed my planned layout to put up my watercolors on the 7 white panels
under a large white canopy. It looked very white and light, and the colors of
the paintings really popped. A good decision as the framing and matting were
all white too.
I got in my Daily
Painting too at the end of the day, as exhausted as I was, but only a value
study and a first layer with color. Physical fatigue is one thing but I was
mentally so wired, so hugely over-stimulated that I just couldn’t quiet my mind
and relax my brain. It was a bizarre feeling.
The first day is special
- I realized this when I was driving to my open studio that first Saturday
morning along with my stress and panic riding right there beside me - and I
knew I wouldn’t feel the same way the second day, or even the second weekend at
a new location. The first time is just something else.
Some of the comments I
received:
“Soft."
“It’ll make a room, any
one of them." [of my paintings].
"I follow your
blog."
“Very light touch."
"I want to have a
Tanvi gallery in my home."
"Can you come and
make a watercolor of my home?" [never had a
commission!]
"It was such a pleasure to
meet and talk with Tanvi -- Lovely woman and fantastic artist. I shall be proud
to give one of watercolors as a gift."
So many friends drove
from far away and showed up to support me - it was really touching. And the big
man William Dunn, from whom I've learned so much and who continues to inspire
me, came to see my work and said: 1. I need to be a guest speaker in one of his
classes; 2. I need to do a demo; 3. I'm one of his best students.
Over the two weekend
days, I sold four paintings and several sets of boxed cards, and felt very
successful at the end of the weekend. The first day, I was too stressed to be
relaxed enough to paint, but managed this small painting during my second booth
day - of a small stone Japanese lantern with a bamboo backdrop in the yard of
the house next door to my booth. The owner of that house bought one of my
paintings.
I am questioning, though,
what my goal from my art is. Is it to win awards? To reach the widest audience
possible that admires and owns my work? To make a business out of it and make
money - prints, cards, merchandise? To paint and get better to meet my own high standards? It is good to
experience all of these varied goals, to some extent, and see which brings
the most pleasure. I have a feeling, though, that I know what will.
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